Book Review: In Real Life (graphic novel) by Cory Doctorow & Jen Wang

20575446In Real Life was a new take on gaming (as far as readers go), and portrayed gaming as many girls see it when first introduced. An alluring and mystical place, where you can any person you want to be, not necessarily tied to who you are in “real life”. It can show you, deep down, who you really are…bringing out your best (or worst) traits. In Real Life shows how a teenage girl can become enthralled with a fantasy land, but still stand up for what she knows is right. This graphic novel helps show that there is more than just suburban Americans playing these type of games, and the struggles that some in other countries might face. I like how Anda is a simple girl, timid even, but becomes this ravishing and confident warrior in the game. The game, and the friends she finds within, help break her out of her shell, and give her a similar personality on the outside that she discovers during game play.

 

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Book Review: The Testing by Joelle Charbonneau

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The world has changed since all the countries rebelled against one another in an all out battle to the end. Bombs dropped on major cities in the United States have rendered many of the animals extinct or mutated. The ground is infertile, and plants struggle to produce anything edible. In the aftermath of the devastation, people are trying to rebuild. The old-world city of Wichita is transformed into Tosu City, the hub of the country where many of the governmental choices are made, and the future leaders are primed after they undergo “The Testing”. There are a multitude of counties/colonies surrounding this main hub, where some previous students of the University (those who pass “The Testing” are allowed to go to school there and learn ways to fix and revitalize the country) have families and hope to send their own children to become the future leaders. Malencia is one of these students. All her life, she’s wanted to go for The Testing and prove her worth among the best and brightest. There haven’t been any candidates chosen from their colony of Five Lakes in almost a decade, but she hopes she will be “the one”. Even though it’s kind of obvious that’s what is going to happen, “Surprise!”, Malencia, as well as three others, are chosen and whisked off to the city. But before they go, there are quick words of doom and warning from her father, a previous University student. He  warns her not to trust anyone, and to prepare to survive some pretty traumatic and freaky stuff. Things that will more than likely prompt her to have nightmares like the ones he still has to this day.

She makes it to the city, and launches into the Testing. Betrayal, dishonesty, manipulation, death, suicide, murder, disappearances, subterfuge, and more occur within days, and continue to mount in severity up until the last stage of the test, where they throw these kids into the ruins of Chicago and tell them to make their way back to Tosu on their own. It is a game of survival, wits, and endurance that many of them face, and not all of them can win. If they pass this test, then they’ll make it to the University. Will Malencia make it?

I really, really, really got into this book. It seems like over the last few weeks I’ve been kind of dredging through the last few books I read. I mean, I’ll enjoy them mostly, but they just drag. This one was interesting to me, and picked up almost immediately. It had many of the same qualities as a Hunger Games type setting…more or less tranquil, with undertones of something more dangerous going on in the background. While there isn’t the immediate threat of death due to rebellion, its more like the colonies are in a fragile state, and don’t want to revert back to the previous way of life that led to the world war. And then The Testing begins. This brings in more of the survival, kill or be killed kind of attitude, and the moral high ground the protagonist finds herself on. Malencia, or Cia, wants to do things the “right” way, and not succumb to the desperation or brutality some of the other “future leaders” rely on. Her quick intellect and intuition guide her through the difficult tests, but ultimately putting her trust in others helps her meet the end goal. I liked the quick pace, and the way the reader can discover things about the facilities, students, and testing officials as Cia discovers them. There isn’t any of the background insight into what is going on with other characters or behind-the-scenes. This helps keep the mystery alive, and allow the reader to ponder the possible outcome along with Cia. While there was a lot of similar characteristics to dystopian stories like the Hunger Games, thank goodness they didn’t bring in a love triangle. Cia only loves one person, more or less, but the story line brought in the element of trust, and how far she would put her trust in Tomas. But also like the Hunger Games, the officials are always listening, always watching, and this knowledge helps Cia “play the game” and survive.

Despite all the similarities to some other dystopian novels/trilogies, I like the premise, and the higher dependence on knowledge and skill they place on the characters. If, say, the world did come to a crashing halt, I would love to imagine that we would band together and put a serious dependence on knowledge, learning, and learning skills to fix the world. But, you know, without all the killing and manipulation for a test. Just saying.

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Book Review: Far From You by Tess Sharpe

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Sophie has survived trauma in her teenage years, which range from car accidents that almost leave her crippled, to surviving an attach where her best friend is shot and killed. Far From You is the aftermath of Sophie’s ordeals, as she struggles to stay clean of her painkiller addiction and find the reason her best friend had to die. The police, one detective in particular, chalk it up to Sophie’s addiction and that it was a drug deal gone wrong. Sophie’s internal mantra of the months, hours, and minutes of her being clean say otherwise. Through the years and reflections on times past, we see Sophie and Mina’s friendship grow (and their love) and the events that surround Mina’s death. There is mystery and intrigue about the secrets both the girls kept, and how they knew everything about each other with the simplest touch or glance, yet would hide things–even from themselves. Sophie feels lost without her friend, but after struggling through her grief in an unnecessary stint in rehab, she vows to discover a secret about Mina she never knew, and find the person(s) responsible for her death.

This novel not only is a murder mystery, but ultimately a reflection on grief, how one struggles with addiction, friendship, and love. I figured this was just going to be another angst-filled story about some obvious-killer-boyfriend who “accidentally” murdered Sophie’s best friend (and was “Gonna get her too!”). One of those that there seems to be dozens of out there. Then the story started to blossom and show deeper sub-plots and further mysteries that were hidden from the reader. It became more a story of a hidden love between the two girls, and how they struggled to not only hide it from their friends, families, and lovers, but from themselves. There was real, raw pain behind many of the girls’ actions, especially when Sophie started to fall deeper into her drug addiction. I liked how Sharpe didn’t immediately make it an unrealistic dive into the drug world, but a slow and irreversible descent. Sophie was in real pain from her car accident, and was struggling with the physical therapy and the realization she would never be the same again. That’s one of the things I could never stand from other books that talk about drug addiction…it seems so staged and unrealistic. But here, Sophie just digs herself deeper into it, even astonishing herself when she steals her father’s prescription pad, and prolongs her unnecessary pill-popping.

The greatest thing from this book was the realism; the emotions of the family members, the betrayal of friends for love, unrequited love, odd stages of grief (and how everyone handles it differently), and ultimately, just how people grow from trauma and great relationships. Sophie wasn’t the deepest or most well-rounded of characters, but you understood her emotions and actions, and how they aided her recovery from such death and self-destruction. Her relationship with Trev was full of tension and sadness, and her parents seemed, well, like parents. No one’s perfect, and all the characters were able to make mistakes here and there with little detriment to the story. I really enjoyed the realism, and gut-wrenching, tear-jerking moments. Sigh. But the ending. The wrap up with the criminals was a little odd, and felt misplaced. I felt the main story with Mina and Sophie’s relationship and turmoil was the real focus, and the murder mystery an afterthought. Besides that…pretty darn swell.

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Book Review: Grim, ed. by Christine Johnson

16115038This book, a compilation of short stories inspired by the prolific Grimm fairy tales, explores lives of traditional characters in a variety of situations. Whether in the future, in alternate realities, or just re-imagined by talented writers of youth literature, these classic and creepy tales are fantastic. The authors include: Ellen Hopkins, Amanda Hocking, Julie Kagawa, Claudia Gray, Rachel Hawkins, Kimberly Derting, Myra McEntire, Malinda Lo, Sarah Rees-Brennan, Jackson Pearce, Christine Johnson, Jeri Smith Ready, Shaun David Hutchinson, Saundra Mitchell, Sonia Gensler, Tessa Gratton, and Jon Skrovan.

I enjoyed almost 90% of the stories included, and while I didn’t recognize some of the characters/story lines/themes, I still got a kick out of the sheer expansiveness of the stories and their awesomeness. Their was a fair amount of brutality, sex, hate, deception, secrets, love, mystery, and everything that is quintessential in a classic fairy tale. Some were particularly short and sweet, with a quick concise wrap-up; while there were others that had more characters, a more extensive plot-line, and occasionally, drug on for longer than felt necessary. Some stories were honestly surprising! I would be half-way through a story, and then *duh!* would realize the characters related to, say, Red Riding Hood, or Sleeping Beauty, or (quite often), Beauty and the Beast. That was one thing that I kind of disliked–there were multiple versions of the same story/tale. I think it would have been preferable to stick to all different stories, or at least have separate versions that were so different, so altered, that they wouldn’t be comparable. I did enjoy the theme of the Grimm fairy tales, or classic fairy tales–doing just fantasy seems to run to close to other short story compilations like Firebirds, Firebirds Rising, or even the third in the compilations, Firebirds Soaring (which I totally need to get to at some point). Anyhow, the stories were intriguing and unique, and kept me interested throughout the entire book. I recommend it!

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Book Review: Big Fat Disaster by Beth Fehlbaum

18442147This book follows the whirlwind trauma of Colby Denton as her life quickly disintegrates into a big, fat, disaster. After her father is found embezzling funds from his campaign donations, and Colby discovers a scandalous picture of him and not-her-mom…Colby loses the ability to cope. Smaller issues from the past seem to snowball as she feeds her pain by devouring anything and everything she gets her hands on. One after another emotional breakdowns in her family leads to Colby, her mother, and younger sister to move to a small trailer behind her aunt Leah’s house  in Piney Creek, TX. Colby continuously suffers from embarrassment from her family and peers as she is not only the new student, but the embarrassingly large new student. Her mother is not supportive, her Dad has vanished to live a new life, and she never has comfort except in food.  After a surprising death in the family, Colby’s problems escalate until it looks like there is no way out. Her problems lead to her own self-discovery, and awareness that she is not alone, nor unloved.

Whew! What an emotional roller-coaster! I full-on expected this book to be another one of those teen, weight issue books with a simple solution and the girl is skinny by the end. Nope, nope, nope. From the very first chapter, I was like, WTF? Whoa!

Colby reminds me a lot of myself (minus the cheating, thieving dad; horrid mother, and extreme bullying). She internalized a lot of what is going on around her, and heads to an alternate method of coping instead of communicating with her family. In all likelihood, from how her family is portrayed, I don’t think they would have listened to anything she said anyhow. I feel very connected to this story because of the location, the thoughts on life/family/politics/religion, and the simple cruelty of teens and ignorant people. I did not expect the story to head into these deeper issues, but it ultimately portrayed a darker side of humanity, and what some girls are facing these days.

This was not my typical read, but I sure am glad I delved into this storm of brutal emotions. Colby made me proud by the end, and I don’t think I’ve hated any character (perhaps Joffrey and Cersei from GOT) more than her mother and some of the punk high school kids. Ah, to feel like a super adult.

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Book Review: Strangelets by Michelle Gagnon

StrangeletsDifferent teens from around the world: L.A., Galway, Ireland, Tokyo, Israel, Appalachian Mountains, and Africa all land in a mysterious infirmary during tense moments precluding death. These three girls and three young men have only their imminent death in common and can’t understand what has trapped them together. The situation quickly escalates as they escape and discover they are not where (or when) they had been before. Their strange journey has transported them to a facility on Long Island, where layers of dust cover everything and there are no people in sight. As they try to survive and discover their true whereabouts, strange creatures begin to hunt them. A mystery and action/adventure, this will keep you on the edge of your seat as you try to discover what will become of  Declan, Sophie, Anat, Toshi, Zain, and Nico.

This was an over-the-top, crazy scientific thriller. I was extremely intrigued as I began this book, but seemed to become more and more confused as the story progressed. I liked how this wasn’t a straightforward, oh-I-can-guess-what-is-going-to-happen books; I plowed through this book very quickly just to discover what happened and why there were dinosaur-like creatures stalking around. I liked the slight hints of what happened (Tosh’s weird behavior, Nico’s confusion and awareness of the facility, the old woman’s house), but that it took right up to almost the end to discover where it originated. It combined so many elements of danger, intrigue, romance, angst, fear, as well as the different lives one might encounter if  you lived in different countries or times. The ending was the one thing that was slightly disappointing. Yes, it did end sort of like a fairytale ending (at least for some), but it was too quick, too concise, and didn’t really explain what happened to the “others”. Wish there was some hint, a clue, about where or what happened with the rest of civilization and the creatures/aliens. An interesting concept, one that I have not seen before, and a good quick read.

Book Review: Indelible

IndelibleIndelible follows Joy, a relatively normal teenager, whose life is thrown into complete disarray after a chance encounter. Joy’s mother recently left her family to escape to another life, and since her brother left for college, he has kept his distance and silence. With her mother abandoning her family, Joy feels the need to quit her passion of gymnastics, and generally withdraw from life. Her one tie to normalcy is her friend Monica, whom Joy goes dancing with in a random bout of energy. At the under 18 night at the creepy yet “awesome” Carousel/Circus club, Joy spots some seriously “goth” kids watching her. This chance encounter leads to some freaky action, when the “goth” boy slices her eyeball (gross). After this freak encounter, strange things start appearing in her life and for her-eyes-only. She has been “linked” to this strange goth boy, Ink, and associates from his world are constantly appearing and/or passing her cryptic messages. As Joy sinks deeper and deeper into Ink’s (and his “sister”, Inq’s) world, her ability to survive or pass a day uninjured becomes slim. An ultimate foe and mysterious plot threaten the lives of more than Joy, and could cause an ultimate rift between the Fair Folk and humans.

This book was all over the place. It was extremely hard to follow, and seemed to borrow concepts and ideas from books like The Mortal Instruments series. These similarities were that both Ink and Inq used rune like drawings/tattoos, there were things Joy could see that other humans could not, a secret underworld, etc, etc, etc. I did like Joy’s energy and bull-headed stubbornness to do what she wanted and not be a withering damsel in distress. She took charge with her feelings for Ink, and was adamant about following her gut and protecting herself. It was a whirlwind of odd characters, interesting settings, and a confusing plot by the “villain”. It also seemed disconcerting how complacent Joy was toward these strange characters that would be monsters in any other book. The Bailiwick was a complex character, and I enjoyed the mystery and intrigue that surrounded his butler, Kurt. It never seemed to fully explain the full history between Kurt and Inq, and it was odd how suddenly everything was fixed by an inexplicable power Joy discovered in her moment of need. I did enjoy the book, it was an entertaining read, but it just bothered me at quick and convenient explanations, confusing statements that would be repeated over and over to Joy and not explained further, and random plot points like her brother coming out. I could see that Joy’s family life ran parallel to the odd happenings in this underworld, and like how it wrapped up nicely at the end…but it just seemed too forced and the characters didn’t feel fully developed.

Book Review: Losing It

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This short story compilation embraces the wildly popular topic of sex and all types of encounters an individual might be a part of when losing their virginity. A variety of talented writers fictionalized first times and any related conversations or situations, all of which revolve around that popular topic of S-E-X. The editor, Keith Gray, even delves into a case of complicated choices and how they could affect different aspects of a boy/man/guy’s life. Each writer has their own take on what it means to lose the v-card, whether it is for a confused gay teenage boy, a reluctant girl, a boy with fantasies come to life, or a girl whose virginity determines her fate. Each story empowers the characters through their entrance into manhood/womanhood, traps some with their preferences, but changes each person–whether for better or worse.

Just as in life, these stories represent all of what a young person might feel, see, or think before, after, or during their first time. While some get lucky (pun intended) and have an ideal first time with someone they care about, some characters encounter members of the other sex that take advantage or do not truly appreciate that this is their “first”. I appreciated the girls who were not shown as just sex objects, but portrayed as an empowered young women with the ability to choose when or with whom they wanted to have sex. Some stories were just plain uncomfortable, which I also appreciated; everyday life is not idyllic, especially when it comes to the awkward vulnerability sex entails. One of my favorites stories witnessed the embarrassing grandmother who decided to discuss dick size at the dinner table, who also helped her granddaughter realize that she doesn’t have to have sex just because she’s sixteen. The different people in each tale either embrace their honor and “do the right thing”, or give in to their animal desires when given the choice. An interesting peek into other’s ideas of how the 1st time went, and what could lead up to certain choices or behaviors. A decent and entertaining read.

Book Review: 45 Pounds (More or Less)

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Ann is an overweight teen and has many of the troubles that a teen girl would encounter; worries about friends, boys, money, and family. She is split between two families, with new half- and step-siblings to boot. Her brother escaped the madness and has yet to return or acknowledge her during her time of need. Most of all, she is just struggling to maintain a positive body image during the dreaded summer months (bathing suits, skimpier clothing, and having to fit into a bridesmaids dress). Her mother haggles her at all times about her eating, activity level, and just general behavior, while Ann tries to avoid any confrontation. Her step-sister and brother were never nice to her, and her dad’s family are almost strangers. She attempts to start anew, even after mentioning many previous failed attempts in the past. She orders a Slimmer You diet plan, that sends you meals, coaches you on positive body image, provides supplements, and even an exercise video with accompanying resistance band! She wants to lose 45 pounds by the end of the summer, and fit into a dress for her Aunt’s gay wedding. As the summer progresses, not only does her appearance change, but her image and values.

I’ve read many books along this type of plot and story line. This was…okay. I liked how when she noticed there was someone else in the family being affected by her and her mother’s self-image issues (her 4-yr old half-sister), she began to change for the better, and to actually keep up with the change. It was full of typical teen angst such as bullying girls, a cute boy, depression, and stress. Ann took most of this in stride and seemed to gradually change for the better. She had moments of weakness (as do we all), but ultimately kept up with it and revolutionized her family dynamics. She realized there was more wrong with the situation that just her weight, and attempted to make things better. I liked the gay wedding/union and how it wasn’t made a big deal (despite the bitch of a step-grandmother), how her brother didn’t play a big part, but showed up finally, and how she started to become her own person. It was odd how many of the details of the story matched with parts of my teenage life; how friends come and go, weight loss, crappy first jobs, uncertainty at life and parties, etc. This was a great example of a simple teen read, without too much fluff. Just enough.

Little things about the story just bothered me–nothing huge, just details here and there. Her half-brother and sister were named Liberty (Libby) and Justice (Judd)?! Ridiculous.

Book Review: Proxy

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Proxy follows the lives of two completely separate people, connected by a skewed system. Knox, a patron, lives in the Upper Cities, living the life of luxury. Syd (or Sydney) lives in the Valve, suffering through life to pay an 18 year debt he incurred as a baby. Orphans in this system are “invested” in by richer persons in the Upper Cities, purchased as a “Proxy”. This proxy will suffer for any wrong doing their counterpart “patron” commits. Hence, Syd and Knox are woefully connected. Knox, throughout his life, has watched as Syd is subjected to various punishments for things he has done. These range from EMD pulses to hard labor; not only pay off his debt, but to suffer in place of Knox. His debt occurs because of payment for schooling, basic tools for survival, amongst others. Knox ultimately becomes blase to the fact that he suffers no real punishments, and feels the need to constantly piss off his father. This attitude leads to Knox killing a girl, and bringing upon Syd a dire punishment; one that he doesn’t intend on taking lightly.

This was a fine example of a dystopian society, one created after widespread war, disease, and an insane accumulation of debt. While the system does ultimately make sense, it is, by no means, a fair one. The rich prosper and live “lux” lives, while those in the Valve struggle to survive. Syd tries to keep up a low profile, and is just trudging through his 18 years of debt until he can just do what he wants. But due to his asshole of a patron, he can’t seem to do. They all stay constantly connected via this bio-feed and holo-projections that bring to mind Minority Report, Google Glasses, and an extreme invasion of privacy. In the Valve, cheaper projections will advertise products related to your purchases and interests, letting everyone know exactly what you’re all about. It combines the Big Brother aspect along with a higher evolution of technology that doesn’t seem incredibly far fetched. I enjoyed the fast paced plot, the characters that were deeper than just a shallow illusion one would think of in these two cases (rich/poor), and how a cause bigger than themselves and their grudge/guilt led them to a higher version of themselves. Some parts are reminiscent of an action/spy movie, with large explosions, tense fight scenes, and quick thinking. Other elements reveal a science-fiction type angle, with incredible technology, hovercrafts, automated vehicles, DNA-based technology, and extreme governmental/private tracking. And still, the story is a touching and emotional portrait of struggle, misunderstanding, revolution, and freedom. I enjoyed it, and almost wish it ended in a cliff-hanger so I could continue learning about this society. A nice, wrapped up ending that revealed much with crying, Star Trek-esque hand touching through glass, and a wink.